The Wall Diaries...

All these while..I've been blaming others and keep complaining about how my life is worse than others..how I've been treated disrespectfully..how my job is suck (sometimes)..how my money never enough..and lots and lots of complaints and sighs which I agree true...

Nevertheless... instead of keep being such an ungrateful human being...today I have decided to move on..to move on to the new chapter of my life which I rarely or maybe forgot to enjoy just because I've been so busy being negative to myself.

Looking in depth, my life is actually full of wonders which others would not ever feel the same for their life. As I believe God created us all differently...

1) Every morning when I woke up I feel so grateful to know that I am still a Muslim. And I thank my daddy and ummi for being a Muslim too. Without them...I won't know who I am now.

2) I have the most wonderful partner in the world.
Who nurture me with unconditional love...
Who try the best to make me happy...
Who serves me as my best friend...
my soul mate...
my partner in crime...
my number 1 fan...
my driver when I feel unreasonably malas like biawak hidup to drive...
my tukang iron baju kerja every time I am late to work... (or feel so sleepy and taking a nap after Subuh prayer and when I wake up half n hour after that, finding my baju is already being ironed and hanged nicely)...
my kuuukuuuukuuuuu...yang always make me laugh with ridiculous jokes and ways of showing affection (think WWF Championship on every morning on the weekend)..=p
my 1 and only who will give up everything just to make me smile...(even it does mean bohong sunat just to back me up in front of family & friends)...
my EVERYTHING I could trade with good things in this world.
(P/S: THANK YOU SO MUCH LURVE...)

3) I am about to have my own home soon...and we have been so excited decorating and preparing the place with the essentials - I don't mind spending the whole day at Ikea finding the best stuff for our home. =) This will be paradise for both of us...the place where we will build up our own destiny and future.
I thank God so so much for this rezeki even though it's only half furnished so far. I know more rezeki and barakah will come to us soon.Insyaallah...

4) Daddy is getting better and I pray so so much he doesnt have to undergo the operation. And that he will be better and better and stronger soon.

5) I have 2 mommies now - ummi and mak.

6)I still have food on the table every day to fill in my tummy. There are kids and helpless people around me who is struggling to make a living and minta sedekah for sesuap nasi. (I pray Allah will help them.Aminnn)

7)I don't know if this is really a good news or not...but I have put on extra kilos on my weighing scale...Well it shows that I'm happier and eat more than before kan! (Errr...this is still under research. Result may be vary due to uncertain doubt).

8)Every night before I sleep I could see the most beautiful person with the most beautiful heart lying besides me...slowly enjoying the journey to dreamland. (sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I do enjoy myself embracing the charming beauty which never failed to fascinate me)..

9) I might not be wealthy and showered with money...but my life has always been in a perfect order, surrounded by wonderful souls and folks...

10) We just added a new member to our family yesterday..Our fabulous feline has given birth to one wonderful soul, in black and white spots but yet to be named. =)


Thank you Allah for giving me this bless. I should learn to look into life in another point of view....colorful and peaceful like a meadow painted beautifully on our heaven to be wall....